My second day of opening the bible brought me to the book of Psalms. Specifically chapters 51 onwards. These were prayers. Prayers for forgiveness, A prayer for protection from enemies, etc…
At first I couldn’t understand what the message was. The prayers were ok but the specific prayers I read did not speak to me. I continued to read and closed the bible after awhile. As I finished my prayer time it dawned on me what the message was, prayer!
I think God is telling me that you can’t have true faith without prayer and trying to understand what you believe in. It was that simple. I need to pray more.